《Not okay》_demo

I just want to find my peace
I don’t want to be sad before I go to bed
But sometimes those sounds keep running in my head
Keeping me awake

Movies are not able to distract me anymore
So l go for a walk till my legs lose feeling
When things get harder I start smoking
And that makes me feel fxxking great
FXXKING GREAT

Birds are flying in the sky
I’m crying at lonely night
I don’t think anybody can understand
Why I keep falling in love
Why I keep putting myself into bad bad
Bad bad bad bad situation

You said it’s okay not to be okay
But I can’t always be like this way
You said it’s okay not to be okay
But I can’t always be like this way

I just want to find my peace

You said it’s okay not to be okay
But I can’t always be like this way

Maybe one day I can be happy again
Maybe one day I’ll stop getting pain
Maybe one day my heart will heal the cracks
Maybe one day I’ll be okay