Chronic Suicide

Discard innocent, Arm yourself like thorns
Feels like enemy around me
Breaking the system to prove bravery
But it left mass of bruises on my skin

Try to find the way to leave the nightmare with my anxiety
The more I struggle, the more I can't get rid of

Begging for commiseration
And Face regret we made
We are all atone for the sins
To escape from the cage

My body fill with sadness
Anger fillin my brain
Young soul down in suffering
Chronic suicide
Desperation in my mind
Lost in affliction
Drown me in to the dark
Cannot find the right direction.

Try to find the way to leave the nightmare with my anxiety
The waves that drown me in , lose direction inside the empty void

Won’t believe anyone surrounding me
At the end things only hurting on me
Won’t accept anywho that promise me.
As a result, It drown me once again

Begging for commiseration,and Face regret we made
We are all atone for the sins,to escape from the cage
Irrational thoughts inside my mind
Vision getting blurred with my red eyes
Darkness of the trepidation that would devour us in the end