Sorry (for the kid I was)

编曲：汉堡鸡
词曲：汉堡鸡
演唱：汉堡鸡
混音：汉堡鸡

我不坏, let me try, find my answer
不是想作怪, 只想搞清楚what matters
Cold nights, 呼吸很重,心很焦躁
Learnt early how to move when the pressure’s on

有谁会信 为梦我要 保持冷静
弟弟们都已出人头地
我知道你们没有要我赚大钱
但想要一个home, still counting my steps
他们的意义 是安稳的过生活
在安稳中溺毙 但我的心还没死透
真的很抱歉, 让你们留泪
我做的很多事情可能会让你们心碎
My eyes red from nights and shifts
Cig smoke mixing with the way I lived
怎样才能不愧对那些爱
才不会一直说一样的Lie yeah

Sorry for the kid I was,
总自私又脾气坏
You were tryna show me 爱,
I was running from light
Bottom top的梦我想全部实现
或许我不懂爱, 才会坚持己见

I was lost in the dark,
chasing hype and I paid
无聊的内耗直到一次痛彻心扉
standing right here, tryna live this right
I don’t run from 了伤, I just light it up

Sorry 没有再去做礼拜
但我一天至少会praying twice
虔诚的心 是你们把我教会
虽然现在没有再去教会
Always choose the“right”, 我有听到
爱是要恒久忍耐, 我也已知道
With a contrite spirit, 我的心也碎
或许上天再给一次机会
Gon be hard, 希望你们会
理解我 cus I never look back
质疑都 shut it off
I know the day will come
我能有肩膀 也能做好榜样

Sorry for the kid I was,
总自私又脾气坏
You were tryna show me 爱,
I was running from light
Bottom top的梦我想全部实现
或许我不懂爱, 才会坚持己见

I was lost in the dark,
chasing hype and I paid
无聊的内耗直到一次痛彻心扉
standing right here, tryna live this right
I don’t run from 了伤, I just light it up

你们给我的都已经足够
玛门和主不能一起侍奉
I won’t chase the thing that wouldn’t last
只想透过歌说出真心话
Now 我试著专心不再想太多
让我的努力把亏欠带走
不想再抱歉或再有亏欠
只想把承诺全部兑现

If I make it out, I’m bringing y’all with me
希望你们能包容 我所有曾经
From cold estates to a clearer view
Every win I take, it’s because of you
I was lost in the dark, now I see what’s right
I don’t run from the past, I just light it up