12_Rabbit Hole Singularity

Time left me behind in desolation to witness history
Still every night your ghost returns to haunt me
In my dreams unidentified, disarraying memories repeat
Consumed by the sedative highs of straight jacket dependencies

Filled with obscured shapes
Violent silence infiltrates this space
Screaming in unbearable dissonance
Driving my thoughts out of pace
As the darkness juxtapose
The light on a meaningless time’s canvas
My shadows begin to synchronize
To a familiar debilitating pulse

A blast from the past stimulate
Spin the Roulette once again
Pupils uncontrollability dilate
An escape or yet another mistake?

Reconnect to a system of
Obsessive progression
Hanging dead in regression

Perhaps it’s just an inescapable rule in the game of life
Sooner or later we all have to give up the fight inside
Along the edge of sanity for a peek through infinity
A step into the prison of my past imprisoning me from infancy

Filled with obscured shapes
Violent silence infiltrates this space
Screaming in unbearable dissonance
Driving my thoughts out of pace
As the darkness juxtapose
The light on a meaningless time’s canvas
My shadows locked in and synchronize
To a familiar intense pulse

A blast from the past stimulate
Spin the Roulette once again
Pupils uncontrollability dilate
An escape or yet another mistake?

Reconnect to a system of
Obsessive progression
Hanging dead in regression

Transcend
To a phantom in the circuit unchained
Excavate
For an answer in the forest of hanged men

A step further into darker layers of my mind
My past evolves into memories changing…
With time
Changing…
With time

Swaying to the shadows of delusions
Identities and thoughts take form
Bending, stretching, suffocating…
The mind
Suffocating
The mind

As a bug metamorphosed from a backdoor
Missing puzzles for absolution began to unfold
Gravitating and converging to a rabbit hole
But, how deep does the singularity go?