dear D

its a conversation to my self

Dear D late night you've been through the fight
Lately,been that shit for every night
Lonely, got no one to hear your cry
Honestly,some time feel like wish to die

Got dat ptsd. That hurt
With dat ADHD. IT BURNS
Fear that death will come to me
My turn
Cause Ive done so many sins
In terms

I've been making mistake feeling so faceless
forgive my bad within your graces
No one to care feeling so faithless
Pack all my shit. Leaving those places.

Cause i losing my passion
I losing my hate
Losing my feeling I only feel pain
Head get so motional no place to stay
Light up my memory burned out my pain

Oh what can i say, I'm only a human
I hear what you say, spreading my rumours
You spreading your leg,wide ope
Fuck with my head same damn situation

Cause i knew that all my fucking feeling
burunning nothing to some ashes
got My mind really hurting feeling like that heart is bleeding
Seeing the Whole world came crashing on me
Writing words and songs that got no mean