Still Not Perfect Enough

词Lyricist｜陈昀希 Celine Chen、叶骏辰 Eric Leaf
曲Composer｜陈昀希 Celine Chen
制作人Producer｜叶骏辰 Eric Leaf、陈昀希 Celine Chen
编曲Arranger｜ 叶骏辰 Eric Leaf
长笛 Flute｜陈昀希 Celine Chen
木吉他Acoustic Guitar｜张子祈 Tzu-chi Chang
和声演唱Backing Vocal｜陈昀希 Celine Chen
和声编写Backing Vocal Arranger｜叶骏辰 Eric Leaf、陈昀希 Celine Chen
制作行政Production Administrator｜陈昀希 Celine Chen
混音工程师Mixing Engineer｜叶骏辰 Eric Leaf、叶俋廷 yyt

细数 过往曾犯的错
承受 褪不去的内疚
惶恐 逐渐失去的自我
匆匆 青春失魂落魄

曾经
我强迫自己拼尽全力 害怕被瞧不起
最终热情 消耗殆尽
像条快断的橡皮筋

而今
我理解这世上就是存在著没有来由的恶意
那么努力 证明自己
但他们根本不在意

I know that
I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
And accept that I'm just a normal girl

曾几
我发现堕落的劣根性 已深植于个性
遭人遗弃 众叛亲离
都是我应得的报应

I know that
I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
And accept that I'm just a normal girl

我比你想的还懦弱
远比你想的还脆弱
我会反复咀嚼著错直到精神耗弱
I will lie if I don’t wanna be confined
I will cry if I screw up big time 

I’m still not perfect enough 
I’m still too fragile to fight depression 
My best friend is anxiety 
No one says anything to me
I stay up all night figuring out who I am 
A real girl isn’t perfect 
A real girl isn’t perfect 
A real girl isn’t perfect and the perfect girl isn’t real