Lost in shadows

This is a song about my feelings for Taylor Swift

Every night, I fight with my deepest nightmare
Finding some cure but I failed and I don’t care
Toss on the bed try to find some cure
The only thing I found is that no one cares

I woke up early to get some secure
There’s nothing I found but spare
I kill my time to pass this despair

Then I find your true care and want to share
I want to tell you but you’re not there

You lead me out of those noises and sneer
Those words once knocked me down to abyss
You lead me out of the dark and cruelness
Those words that burn me into ashes
Those things almost torn me into pieces

I’m left with just a whisper, sometimes I wish you’re just here
Sitting beside me and told me you’re here
Look at me with care and sincere

I find your true care and want to share
I want to tell you but you’re not there
You lead me out of those noises and sneer
Those words once knocked me down to abyss
You lead me out of the dark and cruelness
Those words that burn me into ashes
Those things almost torn me into pieces

Maybe someday I can just watch you from a distance, listen you singing the song for my emotions
Heal my wounds with your caring and kindness
Forget my painful past and illness

You lead me out of those noises and sneer
Those words once knocked me down to abyss
You lead me out of the dark and cruelness
Those words that burn me into ashes
Those things almost torn me into pieces

Then I find your true care and want to share
I want to tell you but you’re not there

But even from afar, I’ll find my way to your heart
And maybe someday I’ll reach your heart