fear of failure; fear of not being good enough
Vocal: Audrey Zayne
Lyrics: Audrey Zayne
Compose: Audrey Zayne
Produce: Audrey Zayne
Life like this everyday
Guess that spotlight not for me
I’m hiding in the back and waiting the time for me to show
All of these jealousy pains
Watching through the screens and hate
My heart can’t hide this feeling staring at it with my envy eyes
Wearing the skin I hate
Living in the bones I blame
While them living the life I’ve dreamed for whole time
All of my desires I pray
For that to fulfill one day
God I beg… (but I guess it’s better if I just die it
And I feel like I
Might Have atychiphobia
Stuck in my head
Sometimes when I
Falling every time
I can’t stand up again
Every day I’ve chasing my dreams but
Never seen the effort is enough cause
Look at those stars shining in the sky
I’m standing here, watching them, imagining if I could fly
Need to risk it all for that little applause
While others at our age always better as fuck
I can not do it right, everything got too high
How could I be that star if I ain’t bright enough to shine
Wearing the clothes I hate
Living in the place I blame
While them living the life I’ve dreamed for whole time
All of my desires I pray
For that to fulfill one day
God I beg… (but I guess it’s better if I just die it
And I feel like I
Might Have atychiphobia
Stuck in my head
Sometimes when I
Falling every time
I can’t stand up again