Decision

“用执著所构筑的世界， 困锁其中”

收录于Evenfall Elapsed首张迷你专辑《State Of Mind》

从不在乎过程 只在乎结果
早已习惯为每个决定负责
却还是会感到心痛
眼中的颜色 何时变得如此斑驳
迷失在和自我竞逐的世界当中

愈想抓住 却愈抓不住
无法抑制矛盾心理
掩饰不了心中卑微

There’s no answer to the same questions
Getting harder to pretend to be strong in confusion

Something is really missing in your life but you’ll never get it back
Set a fire to the past and watch it burn away
When you are standing in the ashes of every decision you’ve made
What are you looking for?
What else can you give up?

每一次犹豫 每一次选择 堆积而成的生活
找不到绝对的答案 一切概括承受
支撑我的是执著 支配我的也是执著
迷失在和自我竞逐的世界当中

愈想抓住
却愈抓不住
无法抑制矛盾心理
掩饰不了心中卑微

颠倒的日夜 颠倒的黑白
流逝的时间 嘲讽著虚度光阴的人
学不会的教训 学不会的宽容
尽情消磨生命 直到自己认同

There’s no answer to the same questions
But I still try so hard to hold on everything…

I try so hard to hold on everything
That I’m willing to spend the rest of my life guarding

Behind the decisions
I realize what it takes
If I lose again
Would you still be proud of me?