the window (feat. SIENA)

7. the window (feat. SIENA)
|| 词：饭卡/SIENA || 曲：饭卡/SIENA || 制：饭卡/SIENA
总有那么一个特定的瞬间，感觉是在一片死寂当中，精神上被逼到绝路——没有疼痛，没有愤怒，没有歇斯底里，只有一个安安静静的结果。
“the window”既是指墙上的窗户，也是指人生当中一个个稍纵即逝的“窗口期”。坐在窗前发呆，时间就这样不断溜走，我们除了目送，无能为力。然后呢？是纵身一跃，还是说，深呼吸一口，还能找到回到现实的勇气？

作词：饭卡/SIENA
作曲：饭卡/SIENA
编曲：饭卡/SIENA
制作人：饭卡/SIENA
录音：饭卡@饭卡家里、SIENA@SIENA家里
和声：饭卡/SIENA
人声编辑：饭卡/SIENA
混音：Willim
母带：Willim
视觉设计：Morain An
企宣统筹：西宁枸杞 @西北土特产
视觉统筹：兰州百合 @西北土特产
专辑文案：饭卡
A&R：饭卡
监制/出品：饭卡工作室（LUCK7 STUDIO）

Sitting by the window,
why I'm feeling lost;
Waiting for the sign,
if there's a god;
How did I end up here?
that's kinda odd,
Reality is full of noise,
wish I could turn it off

Looking through glass,
see the clouds and the birds
Nothing would last——
not this rhyme, not this verse
Mentally I'm standing by the cliff should I take a leap,
or maybe I just need a hug and try get some better sleep

I've been talking much lately like I'm my only listener
Wanna be part of the game,
but seems that I'm no more than a visitor
My senses of time start to get blurred and nonlinear
And I still haven't got 'any resolution in particular

What if I've already missed the only open window?
What if the rest of the ride is nothing but the coldest limbo?
I'm sick of these walls, just bury me in the snow
Guess I'm the only witness of the last word of my soul

Sitting by the window and I'm feeling lost
Am I tryna be someone that I'm really not
No one ever said it's gon be easy
I knew it's hard,
but it's harder than I ever thought

Looking at the figure,
reflecting from the mirror
Time to submit?
Should I call a quit?
Just pull the trigger
Sitting by the window and I'm all alone

I’ve lost my rush
I’ve lost my sleep
I’m cleaning tables and I sleep around
Call a friend
So I feel content
Keep choosing the battles as long as you’re with me
Consuming what’s left in our 20s
Board the train
With a lottery
What if I just need to trust it

I’ll swim as I go
Bury the ghosts
Put on a show
The weight on my soul
Is only there if I want it
Guess we’re stuck in the middle
But who decides where we go?
We’ll find our way out here
F*** the rules, the stagnant tiers
If we shed our skin
We can start it all again
Let’s start it all again yea

Sitting by the window and I'm feeling lost
Am I tryna be someone that I'm really not
No one ever said it's gon be easy
i knew it's hard,
but it's harder than I ever thought

Looking at the figure,
Rflecting from the mirror
time to submit?
Should I call a quit?
just pull the trigger
Sitting by the window and I'm all alone