我得然后

有的人成为别人口中的自己
有的人成为自己口中的别人
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简单来说
这首我们主要想讲 有的人追求的背后 不一定知道自己要的是什么
而是追求大家都想要的
学历 名誉 地位 都是
获取不必要的成就感 期望能满足
自己缺的一部分 结果换来
更大的空虚感
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Lyrics : Taco, COAL
Composer : Taco, COAL
Recording Engineer : COAL
Mixing & Mastering : COAL
Cover designer：@2dni.chi

你的欲望出自优越感
but what you want
Motherfucker he got money now
He use to be broken and felling down
But what he wants
When he got money
he don’t know what to do
Would you be honest
stay in lie or pick the truth
you aim your target did you
Really think it through
Would you be honest
When you face the truth

Verse:
他来不及善待自己 怕亏待他人
是我也是你 没在经过家门
审视著周遭 内化了际遇
卖弄著风骚 累的像妓女
他憧憬的梦想不怎么伟大
莽撞的坚持不怎么点煞
又是个从 别人口中成就自己的个体
想的透彻？nah 骗到了自己
he wants some
Money or fame ?
Or make his soul
Fully remain
like holding a pistol got nothing to aim
He’s fighting for ego or fighting for him
自我说服 是他最大的隐祸
哪次阻挠没有照样挺过
干你妈 问题根本不在这
是向往其他人期待的以后

What is the truth
Used to spend everyday trapping
Now I don’t know why do I do
Back to the booth holding my pen
心里闪过了无数个word play
But what do I write? what do I say?
What is my story I forgot my name
I fucked up my feeling I’m dealing w pain
Ahh shit
又是个漫长的天
I’m drowning想放弃那全部的money and fame
Yeah I lost myself from the day back then
曾经迷惑曾经被他骗
从今以后 man god damn
迷失了自己在paper之间
曾经的梦想我早已实现
But do I really want it?
谈兵只谈在纸面