Just Realized

终于明白的那一刻
内心的一部份开始凋零
却又无法停止沈溺于其中

无法分离却也无法妥协的两者
拉扯著挣扎著的对话

制作 / First Time Again
编曲 / First Time Again
词 / NJ, Kourtney
曲 / NJ, 蔡东儒
混音 / Christoffer Borg

I remember when we lost our mind
I thought soon we will just be alright
I remember when I just realized
There is something dead inside, will never revive
When you’re not here and you don’t care
I’m still bleeding out for you

But it’s not because I don’t know you enough
I think I know too much
I know there is not much time in our life

Well, I’ll still try
Crossing this deep divide

I just realized, it will never revive
Whatever it takes, I’ll still try
Crossing this deep divide

What is left between us?
What will we still have to lose?
Now I know I will go through

Can’t forget the night you say goodbye
There were no starlight and no moonshine
And the path between us, there’s also no more light
Once I have come to realize,
Needn’t fill the gap with all your lies
The indication of love and trust was just a disguise

Cause you care nothing but yourself (nothing but yourself)

I climbed too high to see the full view of your sky
I only hurt more when I fall
You’re like an ocean that I cannot see it through
I know I’ll be fine if I walk away right now
(You only drown by staying here)
But I can’t stop my step moving towards your wave
Maybe I’m enjoying the edge of approaching extinction with you

What is left between us?
What we still have to lose
Now I know I will go through
Cause I got nothing to lose

I’ll try a thousand times calling you deep inside
Even I burn out all my fire
I know things between us never end

When you’re not here and you don’t care
You care nothing but yourself (nothing but yourself)

I climbed too high to see the full view of your sky
I only hurt more when I fall
You’re like an ocean that I cannot see it through
I know I’ll be fine if I walk away right now
(You only drown by staying here)
But I can’t stop my step moving towards your wave
Maybe I’m enjoying the edge of approaching extinction with you