Mother of Spike

“Mother of Spike” is about something in my mind that’s always there, like a constant force I can’t escape. It’s this heavy presence, pulling at me relentlessly, no matter how hard I try to push it away. I try to break free from it, but every time I attempt to escape or fight it, it just becomes more intense. It’s like this red line burning through my vision, a reminder that no matter how much I resist, I can’t outrun it. There’s this deep struggle, an internal battle between trying to face it and make it stop, but it just keeps pulling me in. The more I fight against it, the more it drags me in, until I realize it’s not something I can control. It’s a force that exists in the mind, and no matter how much I try to break it down or bring it down to the ground, it just refuses to go away. It’s about this push and pull, trying to let go, but never quite being able to.

Flowing in the sky,
Shining like the sun,
Blowing through my mind,
That’s why I need to run.

Something in the way,
But she won’t move away.

It still pulls at my blinds,
A red line burns like the sun.