Ambiguous remix demo

Trynna find a way to make myself feel like in Paradise.
End up living with the memories of lies till I realize.

It’s all up to the Fate rolling the dice. None can see with eyes.
When I find myself still paying the price for things I can’t decide.

Please, tell me what I should have known
To be liberal and under control.
Wish one day I will get rid of the need to be locked inside the wall.

It’s difficult to hit the road but I got to go.
Future remains unknown and we’re not sure.

Trynna open my lips and shout but I could not speak a word.
End up repeating those had been spoken whatever I’ve heard.

Everything turned out to be so absurd. Seemed that I was cursed.
Every time rumors fly into my ears will get on my nerves.