Margarita

你离开了。

留我困在谷底，心情差到无法出门
只能用现成的材料给自己做一杯Margarita
拙劣地在杯口沾上大量盐巴
咸得分不清是泪水还是酒
入口时浪漫回忆的酸甜袭来
Tequila的酒感却提醒著后来的我们......
吞下那些该死的回忆，把你忘去
I just wanna be free.

⎊⎊ June Pan 〈Margarita〉⎊⎊
https://bfan.link/margarita-1

制作人：李咏恩
词/曲：June Pan
编曲：李咏恩
吉他solo：​​黄正安
合成器、电吉他、录音、混音：李咏恩

单曲封面设计：宋彦柔
企划：张育珊
摄影：汤咏茹
摄助：大庆
妆发造型：曾芊菱

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June Pan 2022下半年再发数位单曲〈Margarita〉，全英文入词、以经典调酒Margarita为题，描绘分手后的泪水与悔恨，即便知道喝酒伤身，但在那个心境还是好需要来一杯苦乐参半的酒，尤其玛格丽特调酒必备的盐口杯，让人喝下时分不清咸味是来自泪水还是酒。

本身其实不太喝酒的June Pan透露，平时只有偶尔和朋友聚会才喝，一杯调酒可以喝三小时，但这次创作要描述分手心境的痛苦与失控，觉得很容易在家DIY调制的经典调酒玛格丽特是最好的隐喻。⼀⼝豪饮忘掉所有，解脱枷锁，I just wanna be free.

音乐制作方面，再次携手最佳拍档李咏恩担任制作人，以绵延的电气音墙建构出买醉时飘忽的意识空间，并试著维持节奏组的动态与颗粒感，立体还原分手后独自哭泣的波澜。June Pan并发挥她标准的英文咬字技巧，配上浑厚、深沉的声线，加上各种人声特效，灵活展现抒情的一面。

[Verse 1]
Make the rim saltier than I always do
Cause margarita makes the play resume
Loud fights and drawn out silences in your room
Let chunky crystals dissolve in blues

[Pre-Chorus]
Flashbacks keep hitting me
Just keep them all in my head

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free
Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Verse 2]
First sip was excitement in the summer haze
Then bittersweet of your affectionate gaze
Rest of it was all intoxicated
How am I gonna escape

[Pre-Chorus]
Flashbacks keep hitting me
Runaway is the only way

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free

Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Bridge]
Yeah now I look back
How did it feel to be entangled with tendrilled vines (tendrilled vines)
I dripped liquor on the floor
and our love started to flicker.
Your passive aggressive tactic scored
and we started to bicker afterwards

[Chorus]
I just wanna be free
Gulp down those damn memories
Leave those echoes
May you stay away from me
I just wanna be free
Don’t wanna hold on to it
Free the shackles
Make the fear flee from me

[Outro]
Just stay away from me
Just stay away from me