Despair

Drinking for the endless night
Waving for the countless rides
Sink into the darkness
We met when everything fell away

Meant to be together
(I’ve seen beauty and I’ve seen ugliness)
Cause we’re meant to be alone
(Beauty in the disguise of ugliness and ugliness beauty)
Life’s a sin and we’re ready to fall
(The only thing I’ve learned? Nothing’s to be learned)

One step closer
Crawl for the love without any hope

Laugh and wave my white flag
To those days that I’ve been tried
Nights are always fast
For the ones who know to bite

You’re the only dark in the night that shines me
Hold my hand to raise one more glass
To my misery
And you angel of my life

Let this be our first and our last
Escape from lies

(I used to curse this mortality)
(Doomed imperfection of his perfect creation)
(Searching something, craving eternity)
(Etching the mark to show that I once be)

(But now I see, it’s the greatest blessing)
(The only certainty for all absurdities)
(No judgments, no trials, just pure mercy)
(So take my hand to the final sleep)
(If you believe in nothing)

Laugh and wave my white flag
To those days that I’ve been tried
Nights are always fast
For the ones who know to bite
(Take my fate in stride!)

You’re the only dark in the night that shines me
Hold my hand to raise one more glass
To my misery
And you angel of my life
(Farewell to my pride!)

Let this be our first and our last
Escape from lies

Meant to be together
(Oh How I envy your anger)
Cause we’re meant to be alone
(Endless struggle to change the world)
Life’s a sin and we’re ready to fall
(When you’ve seen too much)
(You see nothing at all)

(Too much consciousness is a disease)
(For now I see what they don’t see)

(Too much consciousness is a disease)
(It’ll never be the same for me)

One step closer
(Too much consciousness is a disease)
(For now I feel what they don’t feel)
Crawl for the love without any hope
(Too much consciousness is a disease)
(Nevermore I’ll find my own peace)

(You know I tried)
Laugh and wave my white flag
(To live with everything you defined)
To those days that I’ve been tried
(The Pain will pass)
Nights are always fast
(The beauty will no longer last)
For the ones who know to bite

(So remind me one more time)
You’re the only dark in the night that shines me
(What’s keeping you alive?)
Hold my hand to raise one more glass
(You’re there)
To my misery
(But you’re never truly there)
And you angel of my life

(This time I will fly)
Let this be our first and our last
(Embrace the despair burning in the sky)
Escape from lies

Drinking for the endless night
Waving for the countless rides
Give in to the world
When they say let everything be okay