我根本不知道该怎么组织我想说的话
因为我现正坐在你本该存在的地方
我试了所有能让你留下的方式
但现在却倒数著能在天上看到你的日子
“你不会喜欢这个世界的”
“这里是如此惨忍又不公 经济也超太糟了”
我反复说著 试著安慰我自己
你不会想感受我曾经历的过去
但要是你也成为跟我一样坚强的人呢?
我的男孩 我的男孩
都还没出现 我就愿意为你赴汤蹈火了
不论在哪个宇宙 你都会拥有我的爱
我的男孩 我的Theodore
能不能原谅我改变时间的罪
我相信你那看下来的夜景是更美的
我相信那有很多能奔跑的空间
我相信你最终能找到一个家的
你有遗传到他笑容、侧脸 或是我的眼睛吗?
还是你遗传到了我那没救的浪漫主义?
你会喜欢篮球还是吉他呢?
下辈子你再好好跟我分享吧
“你不会喜欢这个世界的”
“这里没有爱 也不真诚”
我试著说服自己所做的选择
他能成为那样的父亲
却永远无法成为你值得拥有的家
我的男孩 我的男孩
都还没出现 我就愿意为你赴汤蹈火了
我的男孩 我的Theodore
能不能原谅我改变时间的罪
这是对的选择吧
这是对的选择 没错吧?
这是对的选择吧
因为我改变了时间
这是对的选择吧
这是对的选择 没错吧?
这是对的选择吧 但
都还没出现 我就愿意为你赴汤蹈火了
不论在哪个宇宙 你都会拥有我的爱
能不能原谅我改变时间的罪
我相信你那看下来的夜景是更美的
我相信那有很多能奔跑的空间
我相信你最终能找到一个家的
I couldn’t even form the words I want to say to you
When I’m sitting here where you should be
I tried everything I could to make you stay
And now I’m counting days to see you in heaven
‘You wouldn’t like this world’
‘It’s cruel and unfair, oh the economy’
I kept saying that to comfort myself
You wouldn’t want to feel what I felt
But what if you turned out strong like me?
My boy, my boy
I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there’s all the space to run around
I bet you’ll find another home to stay
Did you get his smile, his jawline or my eyes?
Have you inherited my tragic sense of romance?
Will you be a fan of basketball or guitar strings?
Guess you will tell me in another life
‘You wouldn't like this world’
‘There is no love or genuine’
I kept talking myself into my choice
He could be that kind of father
But he could never be the family you deserve
My boy, my boy
I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
My boy, my Theodore
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
It was the right choice
It was the right choice, wasn’t it?
It was the right choice
‘Cause I altered the timing
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, wasn’t it?
(I think so)
It was the right choice
(I think so)
It was the right choice, but
I’d do anything before you’re even here
You will always have my love in any universe
Can you forgive me for my sin for altering the timing
I bet the city lights are prettier up there
I bet there’s all the space to run around
I bet you’ll find another home to stay
lil 孝
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