(I think) He Wants Me Too

又是心动吗
在黑百折裙时期就认识的人
又再次心动了吗
他还是留著那个发型
只是外观与内心都看起来历练些了

超过十年没有讲话了 这就是命运吗
也不过48小时就有情愫了
我应该长大了 却没法抗拒这个走向
他满足了所有条件
我猜他也想要我 对吧？

明天晚上见到他时
我该说什么？我该想些什么？
我该当个乖乖牌吗？
还是我能展现我的黑历史呢？
我该做好受伤的准备 还是趁早撤退呢？

突如其来的资讯量让我没办法消化
因为我从来都不是幸运的那个
但这感觉不像什么游戏
因为他能理解我的想法 还能让我屈服

即便他知道了所有改变我的创伤
感觉什么都没有变 时间巧妙的冻结了
他说没事的
因为过去是过去的事 他只想要建立未来

明天晚上见到他时
我该说什么？我该想些什么？
我该当个乖乖牌吗？
还是我能展现我的黑历史呢？
我该做好受伤的准备 还是趁早撤退呢？

I think it’s a crush
I got a re-crush on someone
I’ve known since my black skirt days
He still got that hair
Just a bit more seasoned, both his body and soul
We haven’t spoken in a decade, is this destiny?
With only 48 hours come chemistry
I should’ve known better but I can’t fight the tendency
He checked all the boxes
And I think he wants me, too?
What should I say?
What should I think about?
When I'm meeting him tomorrow night?
Should I be a good girl?
Should I bring my dark side?
Should I brace myself or back myself down?

I think it’s too much information for me to digest
‘Cause I never was the lucky one
But this is more than fun
‘Cause he speaks my language
And brings me to my knee
It seems like nothing has changed, time frozen heavenly
But I told him ‘bout the shit that took away who I used to be
And he said it’s alright
‘Cause what’s in the past is the past
And he’s building a future
What should I say?
What should I think about?
When I'm meeting him tomorrow night?
Should I be a good girl?
Should I bring my dark side?
Should I brace myself or back myself down?