Ladylike (专辑抢先听)

致日记
我不想再找寻什么了
我拥有过的都只是些带著温柔语气的控制狂
致日记
我遇见了这个男生
他看起来是蛮真诚的
但引起我注意的永远都不会是对的人
经典啊

“不要抽烟 少喝酒 不要失控”
“多笑点 用更细的声音说话”
“能不能偶尔像个女生点”
你从最开始就知道我的野性跟疯狂
我也不曾想要隐藏我的本性
若你想改变任何部分的我
那就请你离开吧

我从来没要求你回来
我是在求你离开 放过我
“别这么不受控 别这么情绪化”
我打著你永远无法理解的仗
走过那么多事也不是为了让自己更渺小
“你不能更像个女生吗？”
我就是这样的女生

致日记
我体验过男人也体验过爱情
我只能说 我大力推荐酒精
致日记
他们哪来的勇气 对我说教 看扁我
说是男人吗 应该比较像男孩吧？

“小声点 低调点 别引起注意”
我让自己丢脸了吗？
还是是你不能接受目光在我身上？
你说你喜欢温柔的那种女人
要她讨抱抱 讨亲吻 在手机边守著
让我在你耳边好好重申我的立场

（这样才像女生、那样才像女生）
（你不能更像个女生吗？）
（这样才像女生、那样才像女生）
（你不能更像个女生吗？）

致日记
搞什么？
我的朋友都在养小孩了
我怎么还在我人生中的第22季
致日记
那些父权主义说的那些话
“你不能更像女生吗？”
我就是这样的女生啊

(Ladylike that, ladylike this, ladylike that)
(Ladylike that, ladylike this, ladylike)
Dear diary
I’m sick of searching
All I ever had were
Soft-spoken manipulators
Dear diary
I met this guy
He really did seem genuine, but
Whoever got my attention can’t be right
Classic
‘Don’t smoke, drink less’
‘Don’t be off the rails’
‘Smile more, talk soft with a higher voice’
‘Can you, just for a second, be more like a girl?’
(What?)
You know from the start, I’m wild and crazy
I never even tried to hide my nature
So, if you want to change parts of me
You should leave
I wasn’t telling you to come back
I was telling you to fuck off and leave me alone
‘Don’t be so out of control, all that emotional’
I’m fighting wars you can’t understand
I didn’t come this far to be small again
‘Can’t you be more ladylike?’
But I’m a lady like that
Dear diary
I’ve tasted men and tasted love
The sweet and bitter
And I highly recommend alcohol
Dear diary
The audacity to speak and look down to me
You seem like a man
But no more than a boy
‘Keep it down, stay low’
‘Don’t draw attention’
Am I embarrassing myself?
Or, is it you who can’t stand the spotlight on me?
You said you like the gentle, soft kind of women
Cuddles and kisses and waiting by the phone
So, let me whisper this in your ears
I wasn’t telling you to come back
I was telling you to fuck off and leave me alone
‘Don’t be so out of control, all that emotional’
I’m fighting wars you can’t understand
I didn’t come this far to be small again
‘Can’t you be more ladylike?’
But I’m a lady like that
(Be more like a girl!)
(Be more like a girl!)
Dear diary
What the hell?
My friends are having babies
How am I still in episode 22?
Dear diary
All the patriarchy
Saying this and that
‘Can’t you be more ladylike?’
But I’m a lady like that