You Suck

When I look up to the sky
当我抬起头望向天空时
There is something happening that I can’t describe
那里正发生著我无法描述的事情
And then I realize
后来我理解了
That’s how we named the life
这就是我们所谓的生活
Is anybody out there?
有人在那吗？
There is something wrong here
这里很不对劲
Please don’t pretend like you don’t care
请不要装得好像你不在乎一样
Oh fine
好吧
I’ll try
我会尝试
I’ll try to find the way
我会尝试找到办法
How can I stay strong without the thing that we called” happiness”?
我要如何在体会不到任何快乐的前提之下学会坚强呢?
I keep doing my shit but I still can feel my weakness
我还是继续做著我该做的事但我还是能感受到我的懦弱
God I’m just a human
我的老天 我只是个人类
I can’t take this lesson
我永远学不会
I got my reason but I still sleep with demons
即便我有我的原则但实际上还是与它背道而驰
I fuck things up sometimes
我有时会把事情搞砸
I cry sometimes
我有时会哭泣
Because I feel too much in my mind
因为我真的想得太多太多了
Never mind
没关系
This time I will walk through inside
这次我就接纳它吧
Then I getting more insane
接著我变得更加疯狂
And I can’t hear what you saying
然而我也听不清你们在说什么
I could always be the same
我可能永远都是这个样子
But why the world treat me different ?
但为何这个世界对我这么不一样呢?
Well...I’m not special
好吧 其实我也没有那么特别
I’m still weird tomorrow
我明天还是一样奇怪
What’s make me anxious
是什么让我感到焦虑呢?
I could never find the answer
我可能永远都找不到答案
I fuck things up sometimes
我有时会把事情搞砸
I cry sometimes
我有时会哭泣
Because I feel too much in my mind
因为我真的想得太多太多了
Never mind
没关系
This time I will walk through inside
这次我就接纳它吧