Out Of Control

I’m trying to remember
Remember the path that took me here
Remember why I was out of my lair
Remember the dream that is no longer there

The dream that made me do the best I can
But everything is still out of my hands
The lottery I’m forced to play
Stuck here with my one last chance

Failing again falling again
When can I stop feeling this pain
Vanish again vanish again
I’m slowly going insane
Fighting again fighting again
I fight like the Chainsaw man
Vanish again vanish again
I’m slowly going

My life is out of control
I’m not the hero I was told
You’re the death trap that I fall
There is no way to escape at all

My life is out of control
I don’t know the meaning of my role
All of the problems that unfold
There is no way to solve them at all

I’m trying to forget
Forget the uncertainty right ahead
Forget the fear crawls out of my head
Forget the wait that never ends

Buried in work or out with my friends
Distract myself as much as I can
But when I’m back home staring at the blank
The tide hits me once again

Failing again falling again
When can I stop feeling this pain
Vanish again vanish again
I’m slowly going insane
Fighting again fighting again
I fight like the Chainsaw man
Vanish again vanish again
I’m slowly going

My life is out of control
I’m not the hero I was told
You’re the death trap that I fall
There is no way to escape at all

My life is out of control
I don’t know the meaning of my role
All of the problems that unfold
There is no way to solve them at all
My life is out of control