Living to Disobey

我不是叛逆
我只是想要保护我自己

歌名：违规生存（Living to Disobey）
词曲创作：Aeris
演唱：Ash Veil

They told me — "Be more mature"
Said dreams are too far just a waste for sure
I pretended to understand but I'm suffocating
Living their version of me feels like a wolf in chains
Every warning’s a needle stuck in my bones
They call it love but never asked how I cope
I won’t smile just to fit their mold
Don’t tell me when to speak — or when to fold
I don't want your way of life
Why follow footprints just to be "qualified"?
I won’t fake a smile won’t pass your tests
This ain’t rebellion — it’s self-defense
I won’t walk the life you said I should live
Tried to be the light in someone’s eyes
But lost myself in every compromise
The pain no textbook dared to write
I learned it in silence night by night
I tried playing dumb tried playing kind
Got scars instead — and blamed for the fight
But I’m still here I still scream
I’m not some product from a factory dream
I don't want your way of life
Why follow footprints just to be "qualified"?
I won’t fake a smile won’t pass your tests
This ain’t rebellion — it’s self-defense
I won’t walk the life you said I should live
Let me go! Stop telling me how to be
I’ve got fire — let it burn this apathy
Even if I crash I won’t regret the fall
‘Cause for once I lived like myself at all!
I don't want your way of life
Why follow footprints just to be "qualified"?
I won’t fake a smile won’t pass your tests
This ain’t rebellion — it’s self-defense
I won’t walk the life you said I should live!
This path I carved it on my own
Rough and raw — but mine alone
Even if I fail I’m still proud to be
Someone who never betrayed me
Let me go! Stop telling me how to be
I’ve got fire — let it burn this apathy
Even if I crash I won’t regret the fall
‘Cause for once I lived like myself at all!
I won’t walk the life you said I should live!
This path I carved it on my own
Rough and raw — but mine alone
Even if I fail I’m still proud to be
Someone who never betrayed me