Alienation (rough demo)

Alienation( 疏离/异化）

主歌和歌词参杂在整首排列隙缝之中，为了营造和表达支离破碎的心所导致脑不停转动自言自语刻意加入许多杂音。
以宇宙太空的Sci-fi 音乐风格，诠释现今社会存在的隔阂，无论是人与人之间，可牵涉到家庭、朋友、不同理念的争议等。用音乐打造这种飘渺被环绕的场景，让听众感受到与世界抽离开来而以第三方的角度看著目前的世代。

‘缘由是关于MJ新纪录片Leaving Neverland，但又被媒体操控，再消费死者及戳进他最珍惜的和心中的黑洞。
比照一直从许多为了钱的伪控但从来没有被定罪，人性可怕的地方是他帮助许多小孩，但以这个他最守护最珍贵的事情冠上恋童癖。 从五岁开始就不断的在演出，还给他一个童年以及真正的安宁。’

you have ur own right
to say any opinion
but if you hate me
just say it to me and i don’t care, i don’t really care

before you judging me
please take a good look of yourself
call me a bitch and i won’t stop bitching u

(but) people are MEAN
don’t u think ur behavior is very pathetic?

I really just try to help
but ppl always think about themselves
cuz u would only be a copycat
but I’m a creator
that is the difference between u and me

l’m just a normal girl
maybe u think that i’m crazy
and call me a monster or a weirdo whatever

maybe i’ll get to send to jail
bc i think they r spying on me
i get so paranoid

I deeply feel so so so sorry for u
I don’t have any money, even not a celebrity

who the hell do you think u r
is there any reason why they do the way they do?
they just wanted to break u down
and destroyed a dead person after over 10 years

i miss u mama
why u left me alone