T.L 蓝子庭 -【Back of My Mind 在内心里】

海选名单释出后 沉淀了一天
觉得还是想说些什么
希望这首歌可以帮助到跟我一样为梦想奋斗的人
也谢谢支持且关心我的朋友

(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的内心里从前就有自己未来光荣的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的时光一定会到来
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的内心里从前就有未来光荣的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道轮到我发光的时候一定会到来

(Verse1)
I cant verbally explain to you and tell you how I feel
我没办法用说的来告诉你我的感受
Even if I try so, you probably still dont know how I feel
即时我试著说，你可能也没办法理解我的感受
People said stay true to yourself
人们都说要做忠于自己
remember to keep it real
记得保持自己的信念
But right now, it seems like my mouth is sealed and I just can’t chill
但现在我的话语权好像被夺走了，而我根本无法冷静下来
I put my fist to the dry wall
我用力的捶打著墙壁
Keep my head down wherever I go
到哪里都低著头
Failures got me mindful
失败让我深切注意著我的情绪
Thinking about how I lost the title
想著我是怎么失去这个头衔的
Oh, here we go again
啊，又来了
Starts to pouring rain
又开始下大雨了
Bout to go insane
我已经快疯了
What did I gain?
我到底得到了什么？
Covered myself with the same paint
一样的颜料泼洒在我的身上
Blood red on my face,
血红色染著我的脸庞
Played the game, became the hangman
就玩著玩著，变成了“上吊的人’这个游戏
like I was killed with plain rage
好像我被完全愤怒的杀掉了
I tried but god damn
我试过了，但该死的
I fight but god damn
我争取了，但该死的
I stood up against
我站起来为自己抵抗了
And I guess that’s how the movie ends
这大概就是这部电影的结局吧

(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的内心里从前就有自己未来光荣的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的时光一定会到来
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的内心里从前就有未来光荣的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道轮到我发光的时候一定会到来

(Verse)
“Hey Trevor, stay proud.
“嘿，子庭，要以自己为傲”
Head up, be loud”“抬头挺胸，别畏畏缩缩的”
But mama how?但是妈，我怎么能够这么做？
If I can’t even make you proud
我根本没办法让你感到骄傲
Pushing it so hard so I wont let you down
我很努力在做我的事情为了不让你失望
This the path I chose, no way I’ma turn around
而这条路是我选的 我不可能半途而废
Endless nights, couldn’t fall asleep
但那些无数个失眠的夜晚
May be fire if I know a trick想著如果我会个什么，早就成名了吧
Prank me right cuz joke ain’t tight
要整我就整到位，这玩笑并不好笑
Emptied mind, call me a bitch
心就这样被掏空了，笑我是个胆小鬼吧
Tryna stay 100 like I was back 18
即时我依然像18岁一样保持100%的状态
Hustling is just something I do daily
像那时一样每天都在奋斗
“I’m T.L, I make music”,
“你好我叫蓝子庭，我是做音乐的”
no , music made me
不对，音乐造就了我才是
But the faith flip me upside down, drive me crazy
可是命运把我的世界翻了过来，逼疯了我
Ever wonders if one day, I’ll be just as ready
曾几何时想过会不会有一天，我也能一样的准备好要成功
Don’t hope for the best to prepare for the worst is prolly the best technique
但我想别“尽量往好处想”，大概是做最坏打算最好的技巧吧
(Chorus)
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind
我的内心里从前就有自己未来光荣的景象Knew there will be a time of my life
知道人生中最美好的时光一定会到来
I had vision of glory at the back of my mind我的内心里从前就有未来光荣的景象
Knew there will be my time to shine知道轮到我发光的时候一定会到来