10. XC - 写好的4eva? (suicidal freestyle)

10.
lyrics&composing by XC
recording&mixing by Zyan4now
music arrangement by Jos Killa
visual design by yoyo 攸仔
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(verse1)
过去的不会再回来
There’s no way to go back
I would dearly like to get a second chance to change our story...
Leave me alone
Can you just tell from my tone... ?
Listen to my song !
Don’t get me wrong
What I’ve been thru didn’t make me stronger...
有一些伤害它伤得太深刻
但我也不能倒我得要撑著
她跟我说不要再等了
我心想我也不想再受折腾...
我也试过 一直在忍著
但我在她眼里可能已经变得烦人...
(hook)
写好的forever
Wanna living together
Those memories and fantasy 为什么都不见了...
已经不见一丝希望浮现
每天都是哭脸 越活越负面
(verse2)
越活越负面 悲伤何时能不见
每一个节骨眼 我都选错的路线
Maybe that is why she dumped me
In front of her I’m like nothing...
Why I just let her go ?
I’m like ”Got it,say no more”
Then she lock her door
And my heart turns cold, so now I got a cold heart
这种故事谁都有所以听起来全都一样!
全都一样 全都被丢地上
过去又不会再回来我不如直接当你死了!
yeah I know I better leave
但我深陷伤心时刻 singing melody
Sipping Hennessy with another shawty
Look at her beautiful body
Yeah I fuck that bitch hard
But I still want key to your heart
Still want key to your heart only
Still want key to your heart ,nah mean
Only you can beat my depression
You are the key to my life
I want u, I want us
Finding truth is dangerous
这么多年还是喜欢你的特质
你是唯一能开启我的格式
But now love is like a curse to me
It just make me worse
It just get me worse
(Verse2)
在我的心中默哀
爱现在对我形同迫害
You don’t know I’m lost in your eyes
只剩我还在原地打转
出不来 破碎的心(形)变素材
伴随著一片雾霾我无法看得清
就算被弄坏了也不能替我换个心...替我换个心!
为什么把我当空气?
还是说当成一坨脏东西?
不接受现实我躲藏在梦里
心痛的感觉... everybody knows that he scared
But whenever u need me, I will always be there !
Baby I feel desperate...
世界现在被推到了边缘...
My heart leads me to you
没有其他条出路!
You’re the only girl truly I care
I wanna try not to cry but I still be in tears
Not a word, full of fear, she have made herself clear
I’m too grief to come through (it), even want to return myself