A.R. - Ain't Die With You 但死了

"Ain't replace came relapse. So please tell me what the fuck am I seeking for?"
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一路走来的人生好似用手抓著沙子，抓得越紧，失去的越多；当放松警惕，却仍然不经意间溜走。

A.R. 再次携手Lil RAD将这首歌从DEMO版本完善化，灌注所有破碎的感情与灵魂，运用对讲机的效果向过去与未来(如果有)的自己喊话，并设定在最痛恨的生日当天和11:21分发布，把所有记忆和自己，都留在过去。

度过了两个年头却又回到原点，A.R. 用最心碎的历程，诉说著遗憾，也将重启计划...

当攒住的拳头渗了血，煎熬的长夜流干眼泪。
我到底在纠结甚么，我该走出来吗？
抑或是继续沉沦？
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各大串流平台线上听 -
https://www.soundscape.net/a/31255
Youtube版本 -
https://youtu.be/5WiUa-gE8pg?si=0pFSXyZsiF7CIWTy
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Prod. | A.R. / Lil RAD
Lyrics & Composed | A.R.
Recorded | A.R.
Recording Studio | RAD Studio 音乐影像工作室
Mixed | Lil RAD
Mastered | Lil RAD
Special Thanks | thisHsinnnnn
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(Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?*2)

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.

了解够多才够狠 烙下伤疤的眼神
我才知道重感情的人有多笨
无法挥别过程 在妥协中沉沦
失去也无所谓真的是蠢到认分
他被困在梦里痛苦起舞回旋
他尝试接受现实尝试打破一切
他受够了背叛之后的唇枪舌剑
用文字堆起的监狱他攀上山巅
把回忆都抛掉 承诺点火燃烧
徬徨在建国路的旋律他无法停歇
沉迷紫色的水 怀抱药物入睡
I'm ballin' so how？I'm stuck inside my ways.

在后悔在颓废 我的存在到底为了甚么?
Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?
为何会如此痛苦 是否没了心跳才能平复?
My mind is foggy, I'm so confused.
The cruel cold world, what is it coming to?

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.

弹奏忧郁的旋律泪水是和弦
流著血勾勒无法抹灭的细节
你对我而言是整个宇宙世界
而我对你只配嘴里的谎言
女孩抛下所有虚假的包袱
男孩煎熬却狠不下心去报复
只能放手成全自己接手痛苦
眼睁睁看著他们在夜晚里舒服

在后悔在颓废 我的存在到底为了甚么?
Ain't replace came relapse.What the fuck am I seeking for?
为何会如此痛苦 是否没了心跳才能平复?
My mind is foggy, I'm so confused.
The end of the world, is it coming soon?

I don't wanna going die with you.
I'mlin the basement all the drugs I'll do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I ain't go faraway I just die straight through.
I don't wanna going die with you.
Dying young in 2-1 club and I so as do.
I don't wanna going die with you.
I don't wanna do it, but I may have to.