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Bystie - whatever
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| Producer 制作人 - Bystie |
| Lyricist, Composer 作词作曲 - Bystie |
| Arranger 编曲 - Bystie |
| Recording, Mixing & Mastering 音讯处理 - Bystie |

Goddamn, I-
Still can’t sleep without knowin’ what you’re thinkin’
So I gotta transcribe
Stepped in your ground, can’t hold, now I’m slippin’
Like a landslide
Face like a mess, but I was told that I’m drippin’
But I can’t cry
I sit in a chair and wonder ‘bout if it is fair
I think I’m innocent, but did I miss something there?
I definitely did
Told her we could work this out, shit, I was wishin’ she’d hear
She didn’t even care
Unsend that shit, the fuck was I doin’?
Swiping through Instagram reels
Shit, it gets real when I see a couple, it’s becomin’ a nuisance, uh
YouTube shorts are borin’ to me now
I wasn’t born with a force to just re-smile
There’s a pourin’ storm in my dreams now
I feel exhausted, I wanna cut
Burn all the bridges prior to when she does
Why do these thoughts keep fillin’ my mind? I am done
Think I didn’t close my eyes long enough
Uh, woke up, but whatever, uh
I’ll still be passive-aggressive
That’s fucked, but whatever, uh
I’ma get your attention, yeah
Eyes shut, so whatever, uh
I said “nighty”, now I’m sleepin’
It’s tough, but whatever, uh
Still tried to reach her, fuck, but
Uh, woke up, but whatever, uh
I’ll still be passive-aggressive
That’s fucked, but whatever, uh
I’ma get your attention, yeah
Eyes shut, so whatever, uh
I said “nighty”, now I’m sleepin’
It’s tough, but whatever, uh
Still tried to reach her, fuck, but
Talk to me once, please?
Holdin’ my envy
I know you can see
I don’t wanna leave
Talk to me once, please?
Holdin’ my envy
I know you can see
I don’t wanna leave
Uh, it’s my own trouble
It’s not like you owed somethin’
You’re like a slow drug
And I got withdrawal, I need to roll with it, but
Since you got no love, I gotta grow up
But I’ve been so stubborn
The truth is since we broke up
I ain’t been doin’ anything productive
It’s not like I don’t wanna
But my mind’s been goin’ back and forth
Jammed with your inaccurate portraits
And now I’m backin’ down
Lookin’ for back-up routes to pass my boredom, but
Everything’s feelin’ like a job, though
It’s a different me when I’m back into the basics, uh
I did wanna block and unfollow
But what’ll that do with my lack of motivation? (What?)
Feelin’ ransacked in the face
‘Cause I put away my gun that’s strapped to my waist
Act sad but I’m actually just lazy
Had bright ideas but it’s black in the basement, uh
I’m trapped (Trapped, trapped...)
There’s a broken rail in my train of thoughts
Which is no good deal when I paid the cost
And it’s the only tellable change I got, shit
Tryin’ to step out the jail that I made myself
It feels like I’ve been in a fuckin’ cage
Shit’s harder than liftin’ the fuckin’ weights
Guess I’m really dependent, ain’t wanna say it
But it’s been on my chest for a couple days
I’m missin’ the rush ‘cause I’m missin’ the love
But I think I’m flippin’ another- pace, like
Uh, woke up, but whatever, uh
I’ll still be passive-aggressive
That’s fucked, but whatever, uh
I’ma get your attention, yeah
Eyes shut, so whatever, uh
I said “nighty”, now I’m sleepin’
It’s tough, but whatever, uh
Still tried to reach her, fuck, but
Uh, woke up, but whatever, uh
I’ll still be passive-aggressive
That’s fucked, but whatever, uh
I’ma get your attention, yeah
Eyes shut, so whatever, uh
I said “nighty”, now I’m sleepin’
It’s tough, but whatever, uh
Still tried to reach her, fuck, but
Talk to me once, please?
Holdin’ my envy
I know you can see
I don’t wanna leave
Talk to me once, please?
Holdin’ my envy
I know you can see
I don’t wanna leave