When Did I Get So Tired

“I don't need somebody to save me, I just need somebody to know...”
（我不需要谁来拯救，我只是需要有人懂。）

笑著说我很好，把所有破碎的碎片当作不沉的重量独自扛下。当了所有人眼里的避风港，却忘了自己也是那个在风雨里淋湿的人。

这首歌献给每一个习惯假装坚强、把疲惫当成习惯的灵魂。
或许你不是碎了，只是真的累了。

When did I get so tired
I don't remember when
I used to laugh a little louder
I used to dream back then
Now I wake up in the morning
With the weight of yesterday
I tell everybody I'm alright
Then I turn and walk away

When did I get so lonely
Even when somebody's near
I've got a thousand words inside me
But I don't let them hear
I've learned to keep my troubles
Like a secret in my chest
I tell the world I'm doing fine
But the truth knows all the rest

When did I get so tired
Maybe I got tired of being strong
I've been holding on for so many years
Maybe I forgot where I belong
I smile when I want to cry
I say I'm fine when everything's wrong
When did I get so tired
Maybe I'm just tired
Of being strong

There were nights I needed someone
But I never made the call
I figured if I stayed quiet
Nobody would know at all
I've carried every broken piece
Like it never weighed a thing
But even a strong man gets tired
Of carrying everything

When did I get so tired
Maybe I got tired of being strong
I've been holding on for so many years
Maybe I forgot where I belong
I smile when I want to cry
I say I'm fine when everything's wrong
When did I get so tired
Maybe I'm just tired
Of being strong

Maybe I'm not broken
Maybe I'm just worn
Maybe every man gets tired
Of fighting every storm
I don't need somebody to save me
I just need somebody to know
That sometimes the man who says he's fine
Is dying to let go

When did I get so tired
Maybe I got tired of being strong
I carried all these years alone
Pretending nothing could go wrong
Now I don't need an answer
I don't need to know who's wrong
I'm just an old tired heart
Trying to find its way back home

When did I get so tired
Maybe I'm just tired
Of being strong
When did I get so tired
I guess I finally know
I was strong for everybody
Forgetting I was hurting too