Promise

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Promise

Song/Lyrics: Jing

(os)Yeah, this song is for someone that I can never forget, I just wanna tell to, that I’ll love u forever. Even though when your in the heaven I’ll think of you all the time. And, I guess this song is for u.

[Chores]
Missin u. dreamin u. feelin u. right here.
It is now. It was then that I will be All right.
Holdin me through every thing that hurts so much
As time will not change.
(now hear me out)

[Verse1]
When I was a little girl
U would always be outside of everything
In my memories
U were quite as if nothing ever happens
Sometimes I even don’t think you care about things
U fade in my memories of childhood
Until u were sick on the bed
It made me grow up so much
The first time I couldn’t sleep at night
The early morning wakeups
Coffee with milk, bread with ham.
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The first day of school u took the bus with me
So I could find my way to school
As if finding my way to your love.
But everything changed after you left
I sat on the bus all alone and think of you
What u used to tell me to ring the bell after you see the 74 ave sign
My tears would fall down
There are so much feelings about you
That its not even enough to express in this song
Hear me singin.

[Chores]

[Verse2]
It passed by 2 years from the day your gone
I can still remember the picture of you lying on the hospital bed
Cause look what cancer did to you
And what cancer did to me
Its seems so ironic and seems so tragic
When im lying on this bed
Im missin u, thinking u, feelin u, tryin to understand you here.
U maybe didn’t notice
But u where the one
And the only one who influence so much over all of this shit
I feel so tired feel so hopeless
As if someone stacked a wall in front of my living path
Then everything starts changing
People’s perspective, how they treat me, how they lie to me
How they cry at me.
Seems like no one understands me
Buy you, you never complained anything.
U did what they told you to
And said to grandma that you just wanted to live two or three more years
If I could ever, I will trade my 3 years for u
Know what im sayin?

[Chores]

[Verse3]
Now its 2007, here comes a new year.
Everyone is fine
Andy is nine years old already, Vivian is working hard
Grandma is doing well, and im fighting with the damn disease
Cause you never gave up
And im not going to give up
No matter how much it hurts
I know things are going to get better soon
And I know your listening to me singing this song
This song is the first song I ever written
I want you to be happy in heaven
Even we are apart, out souls are together
I know you can hear me singing
I promise u, I’ll stand up I’ll be strong
I’ll hold on to life. There is nothing I cant do
There is nothing I cant nothing I cant sing
There is nothing I cant let go of
Im gonna sing this song for you
This is JING

[Chores]

(os) yeah, sometimes its so hard to get through everything, but I promise you, from today on I’ll be as strong as you where. Thank you