Subjunctive mood during the rainy day

纪实文学，一次演出前产生幻觉的故事。（封面图：此次演出背景）

It rains eight times during a tricky rainy day
I walked to the livehouse
and gave my ears to the eyes of jade
The show was on the way
My attention was leaving the way
I saw you behind me，two embraces away

Then I turned back to hide myself in the dark lights
It was like the show beginning but was not on the stage
I turned around and called your name
I slipped backward and scared you out
No those were neither best ideas

I sent you a link of the song
After ten seconds I told you to look forward，and you saw me
We meet here，beyond all the expectations
We meet the show for us today

The song is on and we stand together
I feel your hand slowly tapping mine
I whisper in your ear but you dont catch it
So we stand closer and I kiss your face

The song is off and we are still together
The stars fall around me
also fall around you
You laugh so loud and you wave goodbye
Now i am awake and you are not here
You are never here
You were never here

Thats the subjunctive mood during the rainy day.