RubenL - Painful (prod.Joemay Beats)Demo

Lyrics : RubenL
Beat by : Joemay Beats
Recorded & Mix : RubenL

Verse
I still haven't slept,right now
Did you know my mood goes up and down
Head is a mess,I try not going crazy,I would lose it
Girl,I got something to say
The worst words came out from my lips
I'm sorry,It means nothin,feel bad bout it
For all of my pain, tryna out of my head
嘴上烟不停吹，压抑自己的罪
Oh yeah~
You said you're never loved me
Fuck dat shit
我不断的催眠自己
I just wanna be yo boyfriend
and get you T.R.U.S.T.
It's all my dream,we're not OTP
只好问自己，是否该放弃
又是一场恶梦把我惊醒

So hard to find
我在你心里占据的面积
最快乐是遇见你
Right now
You do your thang,I do my thang
最痛苦是爱上你
想要送给你的三部曲
只能用这首Painful,当作最后Ending
I wish,I'm not the skidmark bitch
If you got the same pain
I'm tha first one you think of me
(Feel my pain)

India,Lima,Oscar,Victory
Echo,Yankee,Oscar,Uniform
India,Lima,Oscar,Victory
Echo,Yankee,Oscar,Uniform

Foxtrot represent tha F
I wanna dance with you,跟你沙滩漫步
Uniform represent tha U
No matta wat I do,All my mind it's you
Charlie represent tha C
I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
Kilo represent tha K
Far apart from TNC and K-Town Southside

So hard to find
我在你心里占据的面积
最快乐是遇见你
Right now
You do your thang,I do my thang
最痛苦是爱上你
想要送给你的三部曲
只能用这首Painful,当作最后Ending
I wish,I'm not the skidmark bitch
If you got the same pain
I'm tha first one,you think of me
(Feel my pain)

India,Lima,Oscar,Victory
Echo,Yankee,Oscar,Uniform
India,Lima,Oscar,Victory
Echo,Yankee,Oscar,Uniform
India,Mike,Sierra,Oscar
Hotel,Uniform,Romeo,Tango
Foxtrot,Uniform,Charlie,Kilo
Lima,Oscar,Victory,Echo
Lima,Oscar,Victory,Echo
Papa,Alfa,India,November

我在你心里占据的面积
最快乐是遇见你
Right now
You do your thang,I do my thang
最痛苦是爱上你
想要送给你的三部曲
只能用这首Painful,当作最后Ending
I wish,I'm not the skidmark bitch
If you got the same pain
I'm tha first one,you think of me
(Feel my pain)