Monster

受影集《Monsters》启发，从孩子的视角描写在暴力、精神与性虐待中成长，对父母既渴望被爱与认可，又想逃离伤害的矛盾。副歌以“I think I love you, but I wanna kill you”唱出爱与恐惧交缠的情感。主歌以纯钢琴呈现压抑与孤独，后段逐步加入更具张力的编制，释放长期累积的痛苦。

词 Lyrics｜CORAL
曲 Composition｜CORAL
制作人 Producer｜吴奕宏 Wu Yi Hung & CORAL
编曲 Arrangement｜吴奕宏 Ｗu Yi Hung
和声编写 Backing Vocal Arrangement｜CORAL
和声 Backing Vocals｜CORAL
钢琴 Piano｜吴奕宏 Ｗu Yi Hung
木吉他 Acoustic Guitar｜吴奕宏 Ｗu Yi Hung
电吉他 Electric Guitar｜吴奕宏 Ｗu Yi Hung
录音 Recording Engineer｜吴奕宏 Wu Yi Hung
混音 Mixing Engineer｜吴奕宏 Wu Yi Hung
母带后期 Mastering Engineer｜吴奕宏 Wu Yi Hung
录音室 Recording Studio｜Playroom

Ooh, in front of everyone, you yell at me, you hate me
Ooh, when we’re alone, and you touch me
I finally feel like you care about me

Ooh, you make me do things I don’t want, and I don’t like it
I told you I don’t like it
Ooh, I know I should pull away, but I’m frozen here
Why does your love hurt so much?

Oh, woe is me
Oh, am I in a dream?

All I ever want is to be enough
All I ever want is to feel loved
All I ever need is to be free from your touch
I think I love you, but I wanna kill you

Oh, woe is me
Oh, am I in a dream?

Cursed, you turn me into a monster
Drowned, you make me wanna disappear
Now I am just a monster, monster, oh

All I ever want is to be enough
All I ever want is to feel loved
All I ever need is to be free from your touch
I think I love you, but I wanna kill ya

All I ever want is to be enough (I wanna kill ya)
All I ever want is to feel loved (I wanna kill ya)
All I ever want is to be free from your touch (I wanna kill ya, kill ya)
I think I love you, but I wanna kill ya