6.麻痹 (Paralyzed)

Music & Lyrics by Betsy Hsu
Arrangement by Cheryl Lee & Betsy Hsu
Vocals by Cheryl Lee

忘了 昨夜怎么入睡
昏了 那一刻我往下坠
陷入自我纠结 坚持对外隔绝
放任理智断线 快乐都拒绝
感觉知觉脱节 情感过分堆叠
专注依恋从前 放大所有症结点

感觉不到自己 全身痳痹
身体和我慢慢分离
控制不了自己 怎么清醒
现实梦境无法抽离 也摆脱不了自己

忘了 昨夜怎么入睡
昏了 那一刻我往下坠
设下自我圈套 沈溺无谓困扰
享受仅存骄傲 防卫的监牢
理性感性分裂 全盘否定一切
缺乏勇气改变 放大所有症结点

感觉不到自己 全身痳痹
身体和我慢慢分离
控制不了自己 怎么清醒
现实梦境无法抽离 也摆脱不了自己

而痛会过去 可以拯救自己

English Translation:
I forgot how I fell asleep last night.
My mind spinning and in that moment I fell deeper into myself.
Struggling on my own, insisting on being isolated.
Rejecting rational behavior, denying every happiness.
My thoughts and feelings in disarray, my over sentimental ways.
Focusing on the past, accentuating all frustrations.
I can’t feel myself and my body feels paralyzed.
My body feels like it’s drifting apart from me.
Unable to control, unable to sober up.
Unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality,
Unable to escape my drunken soul.

I forgot how I fell asleep last night.
My mind spinning and in that moment I fell deeper into myself.
Entrapping myself and being bothered by folly
Ravishing what’s left of my dignity, I’m in a prison of self-defense.
My rational being against absurdity,
Lacking the courage to make a change.
Accentuating all frustrations.

I can’t feel myself and my body feels paralyzed.
My body feels like it’s drifting apart from me.
Unable to control, unable to sober up.
Unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality,
Unable to escape my drunken soul.

But time will heal and you will be all right.