it's-Christmas-but-not-the-merry-one

编曲arrangment: yifeitang
混音mixing\母带mastering\词lyrics: me

我第一次尝试写歌拉，现在发关于圣诞节的歌会不会太晚，本来是计画在12月初发的，没想到课业突然暴增，搞得我眼睛都像功夫熊猫，于是这首歌也是抽空出来写的，就当作练习吧，我已经开始在想要怎么拍一个简单有创意的MV了，如果有人听到这首歌的话，有任何想法或是帮我想mv内容也可以，打屁也行，我渴望人类。

Verse:

Everything’s so different
compare to last Christmas
Even though Jingle bells chime, the stars above are shine
My heart could only be expressed by the cold outside
There’s no place I can hide my eyes
what blur m sight, I can't even recognize
can't hold any longer fore m disguise
hoping snow could cover my eyes, then
I see couple
dancing in the snow,
Flushed blush over their nose
Kissing under mistletoe
I sit inside and alone
no choice but to be a guest role
I thought we could make it
I bought a ring and thought you would take it, love
realize that
falling in love needs two people making it
but it only takes one person to break it

Hook:

Oh, It’s Christmas,
but not the merry one
it’s Christmas, but I’m the only one
the one who still hiding in my duvet
the one can't make everything perfect
Christmas but I'm still stuck in blue
I can’t stop thinking over u
the most wonderful time of the year
without u here, it's just not clear
How salty, my tears tasted
Is how bitter, my heart says
If only u were in my shoes
Oh darling, please tell me
Ur happier, than with me
So, I could finally move on too

Bridge:

I miss you more, with each passing day
But I know we’re better off in our separate ways,
We both try to move on and find some peace
Maybe next year will find some joy and ease
So, promise me, girl, there’s no need to be cynical
U were already my miracle
compare only to yourself and you be in ur Pinnacle
These Come from within ain’t trying to be Political, critical
Wow, I hope u stay strong and true
After the hardest shits, you have been through
Our memories are worthy to linger on
But it’s not about the time to figure on
Don’t say, that u hate me
What I’ve done, is so unforgiving
It’s okay, girl, u can leave me
I can take this toll on my own and living