I'm Sinking

演唱 Vocals｜徐旸 Katree
词 Lyricist｜徐旸 Katree
曲 Composer｜徐旸 Katree
制作人 Producer｜徐旸 Katree
编曲 Arranger｜徐旸 Katree
吉他 Guitar｜徐旸 Katree
贝斯 Bass｜徐旸 Katree
和声 Backing Vocals｜徐旸 Katree
录音师 Recording Engineer｜杜其峰 Ken Du、林全福 Francis
混音工程师 Mixing Engineer｜周家光 KaKong
母带后期工程师 Mastering Engineer｜周家光 KaKong
混音/母带后期工作室@Fruithead Studio

Smile, remember how to smile
But I feel so empty inside it’s hard to breathe
If only I can breathe
My emotions far away and out of reach
I feel the numbness taking over me
I’ll forget I’m drowning in my misery
Don’t call me for a week
‘Cause right now all I want to do is sleep
I’m laughing in my dreams
It’s a sad, self-fulfilling prophecy
Can’t find the energy to get out of bed today
I can hear what they’re all gonna say about me

I’m sinking to the bottom of the sea
Maybe I’ll feel better if I try to
Sing the words I cannot say, but
Does it matter if they won’t listen anyway?
And life is just a game
So I guess I have no choice but to play
I’m counting down the days till I disintegrate
Yay
Soon enough it’ll get the best of me

微笑，记得如何微笑
但我心里感到好空虚，让人窒息
如果我能呼吸就好了
我的情绪如此遥远，在我掌控之外
我感到麻痹逐渐控制我全身
我会忘记自己正淹没于痛苦之中
一周内别打给我
因为现在我只想睡觉
我在梦里欢笑著
这是一个可悲且自我实现的预言
今天找不到力气下床
我仿佛听见他们会如何形容我

我即将沉到海底
也许我会感觉好一点，如果我试著
唱出我说不出的话，但是
如果他们都不听，那还有意义吗？
况且人生如游戏
所以我猜我也只剩玩的选择
我在倒数自己彻底瓦解那天的到来
喔耶
过不久它会打败我