Different Now

作曲人：陈紫𬞟
作词人：陈紫𬞟

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26岁突如其来的焦虑
每天醒来的第一件事情就是讨厌自己
挣扎著想挣脱无形的社会框架
我有机会变得不同吗？

Verse1:
Walking on the street
Feel anxiety ,My mind just can’t stop keep spinning
Telling me that I'm not belong here
(走在街上
感到焦虑,我的思绪就是无法停下
它说我不属于这里)

When I wake up
I'm feel so sick of every meant to be achieve
Bad weather keeps me company
(当我起床
我对于每个需要实践的目标感到恶心
陪伴著我的是坏天气)

Chorus1:
But time won’t stop for anything
And I will never ever give up on dreaming
Can I be loved if I'm not hiding again
Trying not to drop in depressed anymore
Would it different now for me
(但是时间不会因为任何事停下
而我也永远不会放弃继续做梦
如果我不再躲藏，我能被爱吗？
试著不再陷入沮丧中
现在我有变得不同了吗？)

Verse2:
Sun comes up
Still swiping down
Wondering why can’t I be happy like them
Nobody care if it’s fake anyway
(太阳升起
还在滑著手机
思索著为什么我不能像他们一样快乐？
反正没人在意是真是假)

Not again
Voice inside my head
Telling me freaking, I am not good enough
How to stop this , God I’m trying
(脑中的声音 别再来了
它说我是怪物 我不够好
天知道我多努力让它停下来)

Chorus2:
But time won’t stop for anything
And I will never ever give up on dreaming
Can I be loved if I’m not hiding again
Trying not to drop in depressed anymore
Would it different now for me
(但是时间不会因为任何事停下
而我也永远不会放弃继续做梦
如果我不再躲藏，我能被爱吗？
试著不再陷入沮丧中
现在我有变得不同了吗？)

Bridge:
All my feelings are comes and goes
I’m tired of pretending ,I don’t really like me
All my thoughts are comes and goes
now I’ll live for myself , I gonna be free
(我的感觉来来去去
我厌倦假装,我也不真的喜欢我自己
我的想法来来去去
现在我要为自己活,我终于可以自由)

Chorus3:
But time won’t stop for anything
And I will never ever give up on dreaming
Can I be loved if I’m not hiding again
Trying not to drop in depressed anymore
Would it different now for me
(但是时间不会因为任何事停下
而我也永远不会放弃继续做梦
如果我不再躲藏，我能被爱吗？
试著不再陷入沮丧中
现在我有变得不同了吗？)