悲伤小马尾 Sad Ponytail

从第一眼看到他的瞬间
我就知道我的下场了
他会是我的此生挚爱
但你有看过像我这样悲伤的马尾吗
因为在经历过那些事情之后
我知道我没办法再回到过去的纯真
还是先预设好最糟的情况来省点眼泪
这就是生存意识吧

于是我开始踮脚走落
因为我不能再这么爱一个人了
但我转头的时候
却感受到他停留在我身上的目光
那是如此温柔又骄傲
我从没想过会待在他身边这么久的
但他像捧著受伤的小鸟一样
宝贵地呵护著我
我能再靠近一点 再要求更多吗？

他捡起了我的一片片心碎
好让我不用这么自我保护
但我从未带他到我最喜欢的酒吧
希望还能留个后路

我知道这对他来说不公平
他值得那个几年前勇敢爱的我
那个愿意全盘付出的我
那我真的在试著付出了

但我还是在踮脚走落
因为我不能再这么爱一个人了
但我转头的时候
却感受到他停留在我身上的目光
那是如此温柔又骄傲
我从没想过会待在他身边这么久的
但他像捧著受伤的小鸟一样
宝贵地呵护著我
我能再靠近一点 再要求更多吗？
能再要求更多吗？
我能再靠近一点 再要求更多吗？

And I know it from the first time we met
That I’m going to be damned
He’s gonna be the death of me
But have you ever seen a ponytail so sad
‘Cause I know I’ll never get comfortable again
After where I’ve been
Assume the worst to save the tears
Survival instincts

I started walking around tiptoed
‘Cause I can’t love anyone that much anymore
But then I feel his eyes on me
When I look away
Gentle, proud and soft
And I wasn’t here to stay
But he held me in the palm of his hands
Like a damaged little bird
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it

He’s picking up the pieces from my heartbreaks
So I wouldn’t be so heartless
But I kept my favourite pubs from him
Just in case
I know it isn’t fair to him
He deserves who I was from years ago
Who could give it all in
I tried to give it all in

But I’m walking around tiptoed
‘Cause I can’t love anyone that much anymore
But then I feel his eyes on me
When I look away
They are gentle, proud and soft
And I wasn’t here to stay
But he held me in the palm of his hands
Like a damaged little bird
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it
Want a little bit more of it
Can I get a little closer
Want a little bit more of it