DELULU

我对爱情成瘾
对药物成瘾
这样才能在白天行尸走肉
在夜里如婴儿般沉睡
我迷失在他的双眼里
就为了在这世界里迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好让自己能挺过烈火

我的群组通知快爆炸了
“你哪来这样的勇气啊”
矮呀“你这样不会好起来的”
“你人生只有一次欸”
喔去他的老观念
我干嘛要放弃离开
(快跑!)

因为他们看不见我对她的印象
还停留在4月16日时他告白的红色尼罗河上
你知道我拥有所有带有偏见的理由
因为我就像个辩论自己研究的学术人士

我对爱情成瘾
对药物成瘾
这样才能在白天行尸走肉
在夜里如婴儿般沉睡
我迷失在他的双眼里
就为了在这世界里迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好让自己能挺过烈火

我看见自己沈溺海底的样子
我明明就没想过要留下的
只是我以为他能让我写出情歌
我装醉 装著无辜
上著杂志媒体
好似真的不在乎一样
我发誓我真的不在乎

但我看见他带回家的一个个女生
听说她们也擅长音乐呢 嗯？
也许他亲吻她们时 是在亲吻我吧
也许这就是男孩子的过渡期吧

是过渡期吧？男生都是这样的

(你这样不会好起来的)
(快跑!)
(我发誓)
(你这样不会好起来的)

我对爱情成瘾
对药物成瘾
这样才能在白天行尸走肉
在夜里如婴儿般沉睡
我迷失在他的双眼里
就为了在这世界里迷失
所以我加入了活死人的行列
好让自己能挺过烈火

(你这样不会好起来的)
(快跑!)
(我发誓)
(你这样不会好起来的)
(快跑!)

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

My group chat is blowing up
‘Now where you get that courage from?’
Oh-oh, ‘You’re not getting any better’

‘You only get to live once’
Oh fuck that cliché
‘Why should I give up and run’
RUN

‘Cause they couldn’t see my image of him
Is still staying in that red Nile April 16th
You know my every right to be biased
I’m a scholar who’s defending her piece of work

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

I saw myself drowning in the sea
I swear I didn’t plan on staying
I thought I would be writing love songs for him

I play drunk and innocent
Going on magazines
I know I really wouldn't care less, I swear

I saw the girls he took home, one after one
They’re good at music too, huh
I guess he’s kissing me when kissing them
But what if it’s just a phase?

It’s just a phrase right?
That’s what boys do

(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You’re not getting any better)

I was high on love
High on drugs
So I could be a zombie in the day and a baby in the night

I was lost in his eyes to get lost in this world
So I joined the army of the dead
Just to walk through all the fire

(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)
(I swear)
(You’re not getting any better)
(RUN)