Chaos

节奏舒缓了下来，意识在醉过也吐过后清醒起来，混乱的过去一幕幕重现脑海，至今仍不知如何是好，只能兀自唱著悲伤的节奏蓝调。

Dreams in the shadow
Hopes in the distance
Just like a fading star

Love’s been a battle
Friends come and go
Forgetting who we are

Lost in the noise and
I can’t even hear my voice
I tryna figure it out

Another restless night
Searching for the light
My heart’s burdened by the fight

(Don’t know why)
Slowly losing that fire
(Soaked in wine)
Need to reclaiming my sight

Chaos in my mind
Chaos in my soul
I lost in the darkness
I can’t control

Every word I said
Every heart I break
It torn me apart
There’s nowhere to go

Singing rhythm and blues
I’m so confused
It’s neither right nor wrong

Still can’t find the tune
I’m so confused
Don’t know what is right or wrong

Tryna figure it out
Wanna figure it out

Though how hard I tried, still lost my trust
Built on a shaky ground, bonds turned to dust
People kinda faded, left me in the gust

Lost my own flame
In the old game
Only me to blame
With a heart tamed
In this storm of life, can you understand?

Everyday feeling kinda low
Searching for light, lost it long ago
When the sun reached out, I slammed the door

Now I’m feeling out of place
My soul is in a broken case
I couldn’t even notice my face

Chaos in my mind
Chaos in my soul
I lost in the darkness
I can’t control

Every word I fake
Every heart I break
It torn me apart
There’s nowhere to go

Singing rhythm and blues
Let all worries move
It’s neither right nor wrong

Still can’t find the tune
I’m so confused
Don’t know what is right or wrong

Tryna figure it out
I wanna figure it out