Loneliness

Why I always feel like a kid
Crying in the park
Where did my mama go?
I’m all alone
How I feel is not other’s fault
Maybe they are busy
Dealing with their own shit
I’m terrified and lonely
Surrounded by couples and families

On a roller coaster
With a big fake smile
No one’s holding my hand
I’m dying inside *2

What am I doing here? *2

Don’t wanna see my doctors on my own
Don’t wanna drive myself back home
我一个人走过了太多的疼痛
Now I just don’t wanna be alone

I almost called you
Then I remember
It was you who fucked my over
Fool me twice
Shame on me
Don’t make that bad choice

I’d rather go home
I’d sleep on my own
不需要谁懂我

No one can live your life for you
But you’ll okay
I tell myself everyday that
Just navigate through
Just navigate through
On your own

Don’t wanna see my doctors on my own
Don’t wanna drive myself back home
我一个人走过了太多的疼痛
Now I just don’t wanna be alone